Its not a party if it happens every night (blackrose) wrote,
Its not a party if it happens every night
blackrose

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I am turning a new leaf and I am so scared.

Tomorrow is my LAST DAY at the Picture People. I know that a lot of you wouldn't even understand, but I am beside myself...I am really upset.

I don't even know what it's like not to work there..it's my being. My calling. I don't even know where to begin.

I have been crying the past two days because every day that goes by is one less day there.

I just don't know.......

Tomorrow will be the difference between me being secure and doing what I love while having control and stability and not knowing where I am going. Not to mention that me and Matt moving in together becomes more and more of a lesser reality knowing Im working soooooooooooooooo much farther from him now than I was before. I just want to start our life together. I just want to be STABLE.
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awww feel better :(