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[18 Aug 2010|10:40pm]
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OMG. The dream I had as a little girl is actually coming true. We found a place for our wedding and it’s in the same town that I vacationed in for 17 years. I used to sit on that beach and say I was gonna get married down there. And here’s the kicker…our wedding day will be Matt’s birthday. We didn’t even PLAN it like that hahahah! :’)
I’m actually crying because it’s all REAL now. I am marrying my best friend in a place I have dreamed of getting married. We’re gonna have a big reception in the front yard with a tent and all our friends can go swimming in the ocean when they are drunk later on. I am Blessed.
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My LOST tattoo :) [31 Jan 2010|02:41pm]
I finally got my tattoo. I knew it would be the perfect timing since the season premier is in TWO(FARA)DAYS!!!

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[18 Dec 2009|03:59pm]




You know you love my kicks.
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[11 Dec 2009|04:50pm]
Well, me and Matt have officially moved into our apartment! It's so adorable and cozy. I love it so much and the stress of leaving home has been lifted. I feel a lot better. I can't wait to show you guys pictures!
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[25 Nov 2009|08:12pm]
Lots and lots has been going on but I have been too blocked to actually write for some reason. It really sucks how sad I have been. So much is changing and I am dealing with loosing a best friend and dealing with my other having a drug addiction. Its all been very traumatic for me in a sense, but my health issues are what really have sealed it. I have still not been able to find out what is wrong with my intestines for about 8 months now. I have had a entire slew of tests and 5 days ago, had surgery. It just all sucks sucks sucks. The only good thing thats happening is me and Matt are getting an apartment together, but I am so sad to leave my home and have to be self sufficient at such a fucked up time in my life. Im worried about money, and it making me crazier than I already am. I am only living off of unemployment right now so I have 7 weeks left of that and then....well I have to figure that out. I want to be so excited about moving in with Matt but because I am so utterly exhausted with life and all that is happening, I'm not even able to feel much of anything right now. I am at least going to a therapist again who is amazing and actually makes me feel good. Just FML right now.

FML.
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[03 Nov 2009|07:02pm]
So if you dont know already, I am a professional photographer and have been for about four years now. I worked in a studio for 3 and have a serious serious passion for it. My dad knows I love cameras, as specially vintage ones. They are so raw and organic. I love the smell of the old leather and the detail. He bought me this kodak duaflex at a yard sale and I immediately fell in love. I decided this was going to be the camera I got tattooed on me.
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[03 Nov 2009|06:20pm]
I have not updated in SO long. So much has happened and I just got so much more into my Tumblr http://watchingthedialtone.tumblr.com/

I wish I could somehow intergrate it into my livejournal but I don't think they've figured that out. I can do it to my facebook though which is stupid.

I saw incubus this summer and it was one of the most spiritual things I've experienced. I fall more and more in love with my fiance and he makes me feel so beautiful and alive. I had two people I love succumb to drugs again and It broke my heart. I've opened a tattoo studio with my father and we are 100% disposable and amazing!

ADD US ON FACEBOOK!
http://www.facebook.com/dharmainktattoo

There are some people that stopped posting all together on here and I got so sad. I'm still here, im active in communities but not so much in my personal journal. Stupiddd. I will try to post some links to things that have been in my interest lately but that tumblr is where its at. All things interesting in my life haha.
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CUPCAKE CHARLIES! [10 Jul 2009|10:14pm]
So theres this AMAZING NEW CUPCAKE STORE in Plymouth on the waterfront. It's just cupcakes. The inside is all retro looking and as soon as I walked in I knew I wanted to do some shots for our engagement pictures in there. Check this out...





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[07 Jul 2009|11:32pm]
Why am I sick???!!!

I hate puking :(
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[26 Jun 2009|03:44pm]
This is what the next ten days are going to look like! Just like the last ten days! PRETTY SURE IM GONNA SHOOT MY BRAINS OUT!
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[25 Jun 2009|02:34pm]
So I decided that after MUCH consideration, I'm not going to take the tattoo job. It's killing me but the drive, and the fact that I'll be SO far away from Matt. Also that we're trying to move in together and that would have NEVER happened if I took the job. Plus the pay wasn't going to be that great either. But still I am so sad...it was my dream job. My dad is seriously looking to open his own Tattoo parlor anyways though so I will be able to still work in one. I have been unemployed for almost a week now and still haven't been able to get through to unemployment. I got my last check which, if I use it VERY CAREFULLY I can stretch as far as maybe two months. I dunno though with me! lol.

Aghh all this stress is fucking me up BIG TIME. I am so irregular, my body is ALL out of whack. I can't sleep, this weather that has been HUMID AND SHITTY RAIN for a month now isn't helping me either since I can't fucking sleep. It's too cold without the sheets but its fucking humid and disgusting under them. I just want to KILL MOTHER NATURE RIGHT NOW!
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[20 Jun 2009|01:22pm]
Wish me luck, Im going to my tattoo interview today! Then it's work from 5-10. Last day.

Nostalgia.... :*(
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New page [19 Jun 2009|01:19pm]
I am turning a new leaf and I am so scared.

Tomorrow is my LAST DAY at the Picture People. I know that a lot of you wouldn't even understand, but I am beside myself...I am really upset.

I don't even know what it's like not to work there..it's my being. My calling. I don't even know where to begin.

I have been crying the past two days because every day that goes by is one less day there.

I just don't know.......

Tomorrow will be the difference between me being secure and doing what I love while having control and stability and not knowing where I am going. Not to mention that me and Matt moving in together becomes more and more of a lesser reality knowing Im working soooooooooooooooo much farther from him now than I was before. I just want to start our life together. I just want to be STABLE.
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JOB!!! [15 Jun 2009|11:48pm]
I am so excited right now I can hardly contain myself, buttt.....

Matt's friends own a tattoo shop about 40 mins from my house and they need a receptionist! I am going to finally be able to dye my hair and get tattoos and piercings and work in a environment with awesome friends and get paid for it!

SO EXCITED!!!
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[26 May 2009|06:28am]


Like my new kicks? SICK NASTAY HUH?
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[07 May 2009|03:24pm]
I found these wedding vows and I definitely think I'm going to incorporate them somehow in our ceremony.


Interfaith Wedding Vows

In June of 2004, when Guri and I decided to get married, we came up with seven reasons to get married. On the first day of the seventh month, day before Guru Purnima, we participated in an interfaith blessing ceremony -- 9 faiths, including athiest! -- at the Berkeley Buddhist monastery, where we publicly shared those vows:
Do you, Nipun and Guri, pledge to help each other in developing your hearts and minds, cultivating compassion, generosity, ethics, patience, enthusiasm, concentration and wisdom, as you age and undergo the various ups and downs of life, and to transform them into the path of love, compassion, joy and equanimity? Do you pledge to grow in dharma?

1. Do you pledge to support each other's journey, to continually shine light on each other's virtue, and support individual intuitions, even when it doesn't directly benefit yourself? Do you pledge to reinforce and complement each other's virtue?

2. Understanding that just as we are a mystery to ourselves, each person is also a mystery to us. Do you pledge to seek to understand yourselves, each other, and all living beings, to examine your own minds continually and to regard all the mysteries of life with openness and joy? Do you pledge to trust the inexplicable ways of the universe?

3. Do you pledge to work for the welfare of others, with all of your compassion, wisdom, and skill? Do you pledge to remember the harmfulness of ignorance, anger and clinging attachment, to apply antidotes when these arise in your minds, to recall the kindness of all other beings and your connection to them? Do you pledge to be an instrument of selfless service?

4. Recognizing that the external conditions in life will not always be smooth and that internally, your own minds and emotions will sometimes get challenged by negativity, do you pledge to see all these circumstances as opportunities to grow, to open your hearts, to accept yourselves, and each other? Do you pledge to be real, in all situations?

5. When it comes time to part, do you pledge to reflect on your time together with thankfulness for the ways in which you have grown, acceptance that all things are temporary and empty of inherent satisfaction, and joy that you met and shared what you have? Do you pledge to cultivate gratitude for the boundless gifts you have received?

6. Do you pledge to preserve and enrich your affection for each other, and to share it with all beings? To take the loving feelings you have for one another and your vision of each other's potential and inner beauty as an example, and rather than spiraling inwards and becoming self absorbed, to radiate this love outwards to all beings? Do you pledge to expand your family to include all living beings?
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Read my tumblr! [06 May 2009|01:18pm]
I am in love with my tumblr. It's so easy and fun to use, add me!

http://watchingthedialtone.tumblr.com/
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[06 May 2009|01:16pm]
Im sickkk. I feel like SUCH SHIT. I can't believe I may have gotten the flu.

STAY AWAY SWINE!!!

swine flu Pictures, Images and Photos
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[24 Apr 2009|02:54pm]
What the fuck is wrong with these 16 year old girls on tyra trying to get pregnant?!!

MY MOMMY NEVER LOVED ME! I NEED A BABBYYYY!
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Boston Aquarium [21 Apr 2009|06:20pm]
Our trip to the Boston Aquarium was so much fun. Heres the shots!

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